we lack of tissue in this room. i just opened up a pack of premier and used up 10 pieces in less than 7.4 minutes, my best record so far. sinus can be so fxcking excruciating its not even funny anymore. and we need more tissue! started the day with an 'im up and about, am missing you heaps, and shall be starting my new studying regime, xxx' text to soontobe, before burying myself in stapled pieces of papers, after figuring out the book i borrowed from the lib was useless. can anyone's new years resolution include 'burning down the unreliable sections in the library' nextyear for me? geez. with four more days to go and was left with nothing much but slideshow papers to rely on, i was hit by an annoying reminder of the real reason why hadnt i bought any textbooks... fxck, i was goddamn stupid. okaaaaaaaaay before i get all hitched up 'bout that, i better think of B.A, KL HAHHAHAHAHAHA ok shhhh shhhh no one knows. soontobe watched 2012 with his (hot) bestfriends, and shit i just realized (again) i had press screening invites to watch that movie too, shouldve just gone back sigh. but heard that that movie was SHIT, so all is well. next stop: Ninja Assasin, 19th and i still havent decided to go or not. maybe i will. Time Traveller's Wife with soontobe next Monday oooooh cant wait ;)

gleaming beads, husky whispers--

'along, mama rinduuuuu along' , was posted to Ash's profile hahahaha, mama/along? inside joke ROLFMAO. few secs later 'imma be' played and ade orang tu dah pandai rindu mothah dieeeeeeee. Babi semua dah balik, cepat la balik ashhhhhhhhhhh sumpah rindu cam nak langgar ayam tgnh melintas ! yesterday another highschoolmusical drama tercetus, and badboy badboy watchu gonna do, watchu gonna do when mysonnn(s) comes for you? watch your back boy, you should know better than to mess with us--yes US because once you mess with our lads, you're messing with US too hahah. oh and spent a few hours of my quality studying time saving old pictures from myspace. hahaha tak sangka ada guna jugak myspace ni hahaha. so many memories, some forgotten, but most of them remains :) stalked an all-green profile all day hihi. OKAY shall be continuing with stratification and whatnots, so signing off with err lagu Wawasan Setia UITM blasting in my ears wtf? haha ok sorry cam kelamkabut sikit berterabur gila sebab nak cepat. mmhmmm okay , ciao bella!



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thought of the day.

usually i would summarize whatever shitsssssssssss i feel like writing. but this, time, no. if you people would rather not read supertiny words all jammed up in one paragraph, hey the X button awaits you :)



since i dont have to speak in codes or puzzling sentences anymore for the sake of pleasing any asshole's feelings, i prefer to be more straightforward. whatever thoughts i have runing up and down my cellar, will be jotted down. any insults or comments will dive in headfirst, without much consideration. criticize me for being ruthless? let's see if i give a donkey's shit. so anyway, wooooo i never meant to braaggg! haha but im so glad i made the right decision all this while. how'd i get so lucky and landed myself a guy made out of sugar? truth to be told, im quite freaking furious. anger boils inside of me and steam are coming out from my ears ; and its not even because of the fever im having haha. you know how certain people can be a prick or a dick without realizing it? understandable, maybe the word ignorance is flooding their conscience sampai tahap mata pun buta. but what about those who realizes the level of dick-iness they have portrayed, and has turned a blind eye over it. what category of humankind should these kind of dickheads be labelled as? im sure all of you have encountered these kind of aliens before. they're scattered all over the place. most wearing the mask of innocence acting all pure and religious and shit--- fxck, who are you trying to kid? yourself? bravo, you worked that one out well. yes if you still havent realize, i am speaking about this matter generally, but im fusing my anger out specifically to only one of the many dickheads existed. haihhhhh, you almost had me fooled. oh, but please do continue your work of art. it tickles me to see how fxcking hard you are managing with your life right now.

imma cooooool

okay im calming myself up with tea. mmmmmmmmmmmm, dappp ehhhhh! alamak rindu jojo la pulak. tp takpe semua maybe balik hari ni :) wahhh gila rindu! but of course, beachboy takde. sedihsedih. ive gotten used to his smell, sighhhh. stiffen' up zaty, just a few more days to go before you can see him again. for now, lets focus on errr sociology. was supposed to get a copy of socio's textbook from the library tapi dua budak pemalas are still fast asleep and im alone now coughing up green phlegms, sipping up awesome tea and texting with my soontobe. waney just gave me her combined blog link and nak pecah perut baca their entries. sumpah rindu! and i just got to know she's coming back on december, two days before ive to register myself. BAPAK SEDIH siyes3. soon it'll be holidayss for one month which consists of ; 2 weeks of regular outings on weekdays && 2 weeks of 100% freedom from parents. planned on unusual hangingout trips with apishhh, and im enthralled! apishhh is excited too, though he seemed like.... stoned. hahaha. and ruparupanya apishh budak myspaceeee. actually most of my uitm friends have both myspace and facebook. im the only odd one haha. yesterdayy, skyped with nash at 5 AM sumpah takde kerja, he was so fxcking funny-- wearing what seemed to look like a russian coat to me at first and when asked why he answered, MALAYSIA SEJUK BAII. and all of a sudden he took off his coat which left him half naked and lit up a cigg. i think athia got turned on kot mygoshhh cybersexing using my pedro-- despicable haha. sumpah rindu nashhh jugak :(



catching up with babymia's sayang later + abbieeeeeee, once they've toucheddown. nak msn dgn soontobe kejap hihi. ok bye!

you are just a freaking nightmare i have to get over with

get the fxck out of my life !




terima kasihhhhhhhhhhh !




p/s you know who im referring to. i dont want to be reminded of YOU either. jackass